Thursday, December 30, 2010

my holidays story








from the date of 18 dec 2010 to today...
181210;i started to miss him as his pp8 is $0.at night,i did cried for him because i miss him.
191210;living singapore for hoiday to Melacca,Malaysia
went there by bus,reach Johor Bahru at aroung 8am.having breakfast at Mac.my family and i slept in a hotel in Melacca called Emperor Hotel.at first nothing much was going on there as we just reach and we felt tired.at night after dinner,we went for a ride to the Melacca Tower which name,Taming Sari.its a tower with the shape of a keris.[i dream about my dear;i dream he reply my texts]
201210;breakfast,my mum and sis went for swimming and i went to bed.haha.(: being a big fat lazy snake.LOL.afternoon after lunch,we went for shopping,my mum bought me a necklace @ the price RM19.90!hehehe..before going back to hotel,we took photo with a snake near Dataran Melacca Museum.it was like EWWWW!scary..[i dream about fir,haish]
211210;breakfast,then again sleep,after lunch then start for next day shopping(: after tired shopping,ofcurse we will get hungry,so we went finding food stall or restaurant for dinner but yet almost all of them close at 9pm and it was like no other place to eat,end up having our dinner at KFC.haish..and the KFC was not my stardand of having a good meal!arrggh!):[this time i dream about,Darryl Han.OMG!its so stupid]
221210;breakfast,early in the morning,get scolded by my sis as i slept onto her body.hahah!then still the same my mum and my sis wanted go for swimming but too bad,the swimming pool was close.haha!around 12pm,my family and i went for window shopping and we had a good ride on the Duck Tour.the duck name,quaccker(:it was fun as the duck can travel on road and on water.amazing right?after the duck ride,my grandfather and i took a ride on a trishaw to Mahkota shopping mall(:and the bad news was,at night,its raining heavily like no tmr!such unlucky night.!):[i dream about my schmate name Zulfaqar,LOL.no link]
231210;last day in Melacca,going back Johor Bahru.went back to Johor Bahru with a travel bus.reach JB around 4pm.it was so long journey.we went to my cousin house in Masai,Johor Bahru.[i dream i was attending my religious class-.-]
241210;still at my cousin house,all day watching tv,playing around.chit chat with them..asking them when that they will coming to my house.haissh..bad cousin.LOL.hehehe.afternoon near evening,we went for fishing(:its the very first time for me(:i had a lot of fun(:!yeah.best!![i dream that i was at home,yeah!im back]
251210;its merry christmas and my uncle and aunty 17th marriage anniversary(;happy for them(:at night around 830pm living the house and start moving back to Singapore!yeah!!haha.
261210;my cousin from Hougang married.happy for them(:
271210;went out to Pasir Ris,company my sis collect her sch stuff.having lunch at burger king(:yummy..while in the same time,texting my sch friend,i miss them a lot!ouh i wish sch is reopen.then when to Bugis for Muslim hair saloon.i cut my fringe for free,yeah!!haha.
281210;having training as CCAopen-house is coming.and i reach sch at 8am and there is no PLC meeting!arrggh!waste my time come so early.haish..):i also collect my sch uniform and sch shoes as i received FAS for next year sec4.(:[my heart keep saying that "i miss him"]
291210;my dear is back!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!haha at last,he text me.in the morning,in sch having scout things..throughout the day,something happen.a qn;why must she being jealous?OR am i too over reacting with her boyfriend?im sorry but he is my ex!i did love him.
301210;in the morning,clean the house,iron my sch uniforms and texting a lot of friends.and still texting him but this time we were having some misunderstood.why cant i understand him?why is it so hard to be understand?im confuse,thats why im asking.and yet,why you still give me the same answer.the first time i said "i will wait" then you said "dont wait for me."the second time,i said "ok" then u said"i was expecting u to say "i will wait""whats that suppose to mean!!!):i hate love as love is blind,it cant see what i can see in u..

Thursday, December 16, 2010

im confuse!


hey there..
now,im fall in love with a guy who live in Bedok Resevoir..
i really had fall in love and this is the first time that i being very honest towards the guy.i dont even dare to text other guy even my class mate.
seriously i dont want to lost him,and never wish of any bad thing could happen.
and now,i freaking miss him as his pp8 is low that he cant text me,):
but in the same time my guy friend from tagged msg me,i dont reply him as i dont want to betray my love one.
i would like to wish that my dear would read this as i want him to know what is in my heart for him.!
i will always remember this date;06122010
as this is the first time we met at jamboree.


thats one part of it,another is that..
whenever i am alone,i will always be alone):
and whenever im not alone,there will be more then 1 guy who will try their best to win my heart.and thats make me really confuse!arrrggh!!!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

will 'we' last long?

recently,i went to jamboree,scout camp.
all the camp,i like this camp the most.!
as u want to know why..here it goes..
the second night of the camp,there was a disco party.super fun!!we all enjoy..
after a while,a very cute guy came near me,(:
he smile and dance (:
he is super cute!i like..
he take the first step.he went talk to me.
he is soo friendly.i like his smile(:
HE IS VERY CUTE!!!!!
he ask for my num,and i gave.hehe.duh!
we start to msg each other after the camp till today.
we told each other that we like each other and....he told me that he love me!!
OMG!!
i freaking happy!!DUH!!
haha.but the sad thing is,he has no mood in realationship,but i dont know how and untill when this will end.i want to be with him.really!
but just one thing that i dont really like,he like to say that he is a no good boy and im too good for him.whats that suppose to mean?common,i love you k!
for all my kind readers..pls do pray for me that i will have a happy ending with him,pls.i want to!